I wish I could turn back time….

The stalking has come to an end (hopefully) and I must say I’m quite glad. As hilarious as Chan’s messages have been I am starting to get concerned at his psycho comments and perseverance. Some people have offered to ‘sort him out’ for me which I think is a little unnecessary but I’m holding that in reserve just in case he goes all single, Asian male on me.

The parting message was sent to me last night titled: “I should have come to my senses a long time ago.” Do read on and please check out the link to the song he has posted, it will be worth your while, but possibly not 8 minutes of your life (so I’m told)….


This song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BioGt4BY-fI&feature=related can express some of the things I wanted to say. However, it is a rather sad song and it might upset you. Beg a pardon for giving you nothing but trouble. Now, I just want to go get a job and get a life.

& Thanks, for you have been kind to me in some ways :) so wish you well.

Chan


Unfortunately at work I have no sound from my computer (the fascists have disabled it) and so can’t listen to this ‘upsetting tune’. I forwarded it to a friend who emailed me back saying “Do you know when you blow a funny fuse? When something is so funny, that you can’t laugh? That is what has just happened to me.” So now I am DESPERATE to hear this song!! I shall be firing up the lap top when I get home and tuning in that’s for sure. Apparently it sounds like someone has written and recorded it in their bedroom and is very, very bad. Some woman singing to the same tune repeated over and over again. The same mate has kindly typed out some of the lyrics from the first verse for me to give me a flavour of the serious stalkiness of this tune:

I let you down…
Been a fool to myself….
Through the hurt and pain …
Time for me to respect the ones you love more than anything…
Best thing I could do was end it all and leave foooorrreeeeeevvver
I’LL NEVER LOVE AGAIN, my love is ending
I wish I could turn back time….

Jesus, I think maybe I do have something to worry about! “My love is ending?”, “I wish I could turn back time?” – maybe I should be watching my back….

In a kind of flip sided way I have actually been dumped by my stalker. How sad is that? I didn’t even get to tell him to get lost, he’s given me the boot and moved on to a new obsession. I feel kind of hard done by, dumped by a FB message. Sigh.